BHS- Where you want to go, if you love to write!
I am so worried about being judged. Even though it may not always seem like it, as I am always loud in the halls talking to anyone I see, I still get very worried about being judged. I always feel like I have this pressure and stress weighing me down. I care too much about my appearance. Physically, verbally... everything I do I over think. I can always seem to find the bad things in myself and it’s always a struggle to find the good things. I almost feel like a hypocrite when I tell people to be themselves and that they’re perfect just the way they are when I see so many flaws in myself. Even though I believe what I say to them, I can’t even say it to myself. It saddens me. I want to one day be content with myself and be able to love myself like I love others. I want to be able to feel confident and happy with myself. It’s a struggle because I don’t know how to love myself. I really can’t wait for that one day.